Always asking myself...
What my life for?
What I really need to do for my future?
Is I need to continue this kind of life for my whole life?
=.=
27 days to year 2010...
I don't have any feeling for the new year coming...
This is because the time pass to fast...
I can't recall back what had been done in this year...
Year 2009...
Left 26 days...
Then the new year is come...
Is the new year come will bring me a new life?
But I think everything will be remain the same...
New year only to let us know, we are getting old...
To remind me, I got to hardworking to realize my dream~
So, is the time to wake up...
I can't always tell people 'I'm still young, no need to worry so much'...
Time won't wait for us...
After come back Sg, always thinking....
What is the new life did I really want?
What is the new job did I really suit?
Hmm....I DON KNOW~
After holiday, must will become LAZY...
But I think I'm just felt scared to face the new life that I have to face..
Knowing the new colleagues, learning the new works...and etc...
I'm always wish I can be like WATER^^
This because water can be easier fix to anyplace in anytime.
Just like human can to easy to get into to new life and new environment.
I'm just wish myself can be like that.
Wish I can have a nice job~
All The Best~
已经有一段时间没上来这了。。今天闲着没事就上来。。我把我的layout换了。。现在的主题是海洋世界^^
在这段时间里发生了很多事情吧。。但我就是不懂要怎样写，所以就没上来写了。。。
从工作到感情，都让我很累。。喘不过气来。。。我把现在这份工作辞了，希望下一份工作会更好吧！！
辞职后就要回古晋了，原本的四天假就将要拉长咯。。。直到我休息够吧。。过后就要开始我的新生活了~~
真希望一切都顺顺利利的。。加油^^
感情方面呢，就不想再说了。。但我也已做了决定，这决定我相信是对的吧。。因为酱让我比较快乐点。。。
heard 1 bad news yesterday..
Aaron's son was pass away after 1 day born....
I feel so sad & that make my mind blank whole afternoon after i get the news...
I really cant accept why God want to treat him like that...
Since his wife pregnant, he is so so happy and always tell everyone he gonna be father...
Why God only give him jz happy for that 9 months only?
Why just let the baby come to the world just for few days then take him back??
:'( _tze_09:46am
thinking of so much things recently...
after come back here from my kuching holiday,
feeling more & more tired of this job...
i don't know what really i want,
i don't know what really i should do,
i also don't know what LIFE i really wish to have...
but what i know is ~
I DISLIKE MY LIFE NOW!!
=( _tze_05:55am
back my hometown tomorrow...
normally i should be very happy de...
but is truth that i very happy...
but feel a bit not so weel...
=_=
worry back home will get sick...
is better take more rest today...
but last night very early sleep then today still will not well..
haiz~~
hope that will get well soon..
=( _tze_08:39am
=D _tze_12:40pm
这一却到底是怎么了？！？！
今天真是过的超累。。。
工作上种种难搞的事，过得好辛苦=（
一直忍着，叫自己想开点，看开点。。。
到最后，忍得好辛苦好辛苦。。。
眼泪还是掉了下来。。。
想想自己是为了什么让自己那么辛苦。。。
为了那小小的薪水吗？
真的很不懂。。。
好想辞职不干了。。。
但在这种经济 ，哪能说不干就不干呢。。。
在走路回家路上，又哭了。。。
忍着让眼泪不掉下来真的很辛苦。。。
一直再去回想什么事情让我那么不高兴。。。
一直往好的地方想，让自己好过点，快乐点。。。。
希望这一却赶快结束。。
=(_tze_07:42pm
=( _tze_10:37am
it's starting of february 2009 now
i had thking wat i had done on 2008?
i thk nw is a bit late to review^-^
but is still nt too late ba...
*wOrk*
from a receptionist become to my boss PA
jz be the PA about 1 month then change again my position
change to a sales co-ordinator at the new company by my boss
staying tis position about 4 months ord
it's nt a nice position tat i like
need to d0 & thk all the thg for the company
i don noe whether i will continue tis job for hw long time
but wat can i say is----
I DON'T LIKE THE JOB NOW! (coz is too too too boring office!)
.....but i had no choice=_=''
*family*
i thk wif my family relationship is being more close than before ba..
but i'm too miss my home at my hometown coz after cny for 2008, i had din back home for so long time le=_=
now is waiting for the coming of March coz i'm going to back my hometown =D
*friends*
my fren is getting less & less...
y will tis happened?
had a lot of reason...
the best best fren oso become no contact with..
felt so dissapointed of tat..
i jz hope tat we will be like b4..
like the frenship which we had at 5 or 6 years b4...
i don like nw! i felt so so lonely@~@ i really don like my situation now...
*rElatiOnshiP*
although tat i have few choices
but when i thk i will choose which i wan
i get to noe he is lie to me
lucky i had not make my last desicion for tat
if nt i will really hurt so much tat time
for now, i don wan to thk so much on tis
everythg jz depend to GOD
*stUdiEs*
i'm pass on my costing & management exam=D
it's mean - I CAN GET DOUBLE DIPLOMA!
it's great
but for now, diploma is a common thing
wat need now is degree
but i don thk wanna to continue my studies
mayb coz of money or lazy
but i'm thking to learn of others thing
such as nail art or make up
tis is wat i'm interesting wif=)
many things happened in 2008.
there are good & bad
however, tat's one part of my life, i accept its.
happy and sad=)=(
the diffrence is the mouth's shape
am i still keep dreaming
one day, i will becoming...
or
one day, i will becoming...
2008, i had felt more sad than happiness
but i'm thankful that i'm grown up after that
Actually, WHAT AM I? WHO AM I?
I am still searching my true identity
time will telling the answer
that's what i want now
CHEER UP=D
_tze_10:14
last sat,
jz having our company d&d
i felt tat i still have some LUCK
coz i get a prize from the lucky draw
and oso from the lucky draw of the staff
getting the dvd player & cash money SGD 188
yeah!!
hope my LUCK will continue on this whole years=D
=)_tze_09:13
im trying the black dress..
we jz have our lunch at Kowloon Char Chan Teng..
my nice drink..yummy..
after tat we jz go to City Sqaure..
finally, i found my boots there..hihi...
my new black boots..
then i oso bought a body glove bag...
tis bag is for me to use for travel use..haha...
my new white body glove bag...
bought le bag,
nw waiting the coming of cny..haha...
=)_tze_17:03
