How do I continue my life?

After came back from my long holiday,

I felt that everything had been change...

Before this I hope that everything can be change,

but that all not the new life I want...

What can I do now?

I really felt that my life change to more and more worst...

So sad of that...

Feel myself is a loser of life...

How do I continue this life?!

Is it I think too negative way?

Although I had try to change my mind,

but that can't change my life totally...

So DOWN!