Originally I only then discovered that once we are growing up, once we aren't a children, we need to walk along ourself...No matter what we doing, we can't depend to anyone. Although your family, or the friends who know you so long time...Because the road are our own, we can't follow others people road and do whatever others people doing...
Just because of this, I felt very scare...Scare of lonely, scare of feeling helpless & etc.....What I can do is only be strong, be confidence to find my own road...to walk it myself...I can't blame to anyone who din't walk with me who din't help me, this because everyone is selfish...
Sometimes feel so desperation of what have happened around...What is worth is from the most own person, this most hurt to me...To avoid myself getting more & more hurt, what I have do is only maintains the distance to everyone...So that i won't be easier feel sad..But once choose to maintains our distance, we are being doomed to be alone..
So now, I'M ALONE...
Blessing for me...TQ!
=.= _tze_10:52am
